SKINNY BITCH

i secretly wanna be anorexic. skinny= beautiful

summer time

goals for summer

1. lose weight
2. learn how to sew
3. read a book
4. organize photos
5. babysit for my grandparents
6. clean out the closet
7. learn to cook
8. not get bored!!!

a couple more weeks!!! =)

dr mcdreammyyyy.....

ok so i HAD to tell you guys about my day today at the hospital. i was assigned in pre and post-op care for my 12 hour rotation and during that time I got to work with the HOTTEST HOTTEST anesthesiologist EVER!!! omg!! he was soo hot, like dr mcdreamy hair but minus some of the scruff..and he smelled good too when he was talking to me!! omg i couldnt even concentrate! it was like heavan! hottest man ever!! and the best thing..hes soooooo SMART..i loove intelligent men..such a turn on!!

ok im done..thought you guys could experience this with me <3

boys...men...guys...

so lately i've been obsessed with weddings, boyfriends, love stories....its actually kinda disgusting. everywhere i look, all i want is a boyfriend. u know, its not really just wanting a bf, i want to be in love. it just seems so wonderful and life changing and all these other things and honestly, im afraid that will never happen for me. and of course being in love leads to marriage and family and i really really want that more than anything in the world. i mean, i see what my parents have and how great their life and my life is and i want that soo badly for my future.

maybe if i stop thinking about it, it will happen???