dance dance dance

eeeeeee...im so happy!!! i havent danced ballet or jazz in 8 years and i have just started again. it feels soooo wonderful! im sooo excited. iono somehow i lost my love for it in highschool while doing song and while hip hop was getting so popular. i've been dancing since i was 5 and i think i just got discouraged from it because i didn't feel like i was good enough or that it wasn't mainstream. i forgot that i loved ballet sooo much and that i am actually good at it regardless of any insecurities i may have. i'm so happy and my teacher is amazing. its kinda weird starting again but its definitely like....iono renewing.

the end of an era

i finally realized how much i love my roommates. i never really realized that before because i may have taken them for granted. anyways, this past week was pretty fun and it made me realize that we had some really great moments together, all four of us. i know, a lot of the times, i complained about them at one point or another, but we have had soooo many fun and interesting memories and i will definitely miss them. i dont know if i will even see some of them again but i do love and miss them all already!

this summer has definitely been a weird one for me. i did a lot of thinking and i know a lot of things are changing. im figuring out who i am and figuring out the things i want and the people i want to associate myself with. this summer, a lot of people have been really disappointing. maybe im changing or maybe its just growing up in general. everything is different.