Tuesday, May 19, 2009

ugh trying to lose weight and staying fit is so exhausting. i mean first you have to get ready, pull ur hair back, put on contacts, chapstick so u dont get cotton mouth, find matching socks, put on working out clothes that don't make me look fat, put on shoes, AND then drive to the gym. all this and i still haven't even started my workout. then i work out for like 1.5-2 hours and then i have to shower, wash my hair. o its so so exhausting!!

anyways, i am definitely an emotional eater. when i'm sad, i eat. when im happy, i eat. when i'm stressed, i eat. i basically eat whenever i feel an emotion! greeeeat AND then afterwards i feel like shit for eating and want to throw up and then work out some more (i dont tho! no worries!)

i graduate in approximately 3 weeks and i'm so excited but also scared at the same time. i don't know i thought i'd be set and have a job, but nope. that's not exactly the case. i'm keeping my hopes up and keep on reminding myself that everything happens for a reason.

yay tm lam is making me spam musubi. i love when we hang out bc it always involves eating and that makes me happy =]

wow my life seriously revolves around food.. hmm

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

stressed

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!! scared, anxious, sad.....