doesn't feel like home...

now that i've returned from almost 8 weeks of continuous traveling, i'd thought i'd be very happy to just stay at home and figure out my life. it's weird tho because home doesn't really feel like home. i have this urge to leave again but i don't know where to go. when i was in irvine for a week, i wanted to be somewhere else. when i was in china, i wished i was in ny, when i was in ny i wished i was in sf. now i'm in sf and i feel completely lost. i don't know where i'm going and it scares me so much. do i even wanna do nursing anymore? do i wanna stay in sf? i wish someone or something would give me a sign to let me know that i'm here for a reason. is this what's supposed to happen?