sighh

this week has definitely been one of THE toughest weeks of my life. i honestly did not know how i survived. i felt like everything was caving in on me. work, friends, family. it seemed like nothing was coming together. no one was there to support me and i constantly felt like i was being attacked from every angle. i just hope and pray that i don't get this awful feeling ever again. please please please let this coming week be better please??????

it's getting better...

anyone who's talked to me knows how i have been feeling about work for the past coupla months. but i think this week was definitely a turning point. after this week, i feel more respected and supported. one thing i learned from actually working is that attitude is the most important thing. the work isn't the hard part, it's the people that you work with that make it difficult. i definitely had to learn to not take things personally and to have a thicker skin. i was hired for a reason and i should have the self esteem and confidence to know that i am qualified for the job. i'm slowing getting there but it's always gonna be a learning process.