I'm starting to think that maybe dreaming and imagining that my life is supposed to be a certain way is more hurtful and disappointing than anything. I'd always put these notions in my head that I was gonna be happy if I did this and this and not this but really, I think I should just let it be. I think I would be a lot happier if I didn't have these expectations about my life. Maybe not strive for the best things? But then, it would mean I'm just settling for mediocre when all of me really wants better...in everything. I literally stay up at night and think about everything that I have to do. I worry that I'm here on this earth for what really isn't a long time and I'm not making the best of it. Sometimes, I look at others and they're so content living what I would deem a simple existence. But, if they're happy, that's all there is to it, right? How do I just let things fall into place?
Let it be.
