secret confession

ok so i have to confess that i read the ny times every sunday, not for the news on it, not for news on the economy or the world, but for the wedding section!!!! ah its so bad now because seriously every sunday morning that is the first thing i do, or sometimes i check saturday night because the new ones are sometimes up. i just like reading about real couples finding love. sometimes, it gives me hope, especially when i read that they didn't meet in college, but later in life. there are stories about couples meeting on the train, at a party, people rekindling past loves. its just so so so....hopeful and it reassures me that i may have a lucky encounter with someone and that could be it!! just ONE person! its exciting! but yea, college is almost over for me and im pretty sure i wont find someone special here in the next 6 months. i hope im wrong but realistically, if nothings happened thus far, I doubt anything new will happen. so these stories give me hope that maybe when i come home, start work, start a new chapter of my life, post school, that something will be different. im hoping. =)