the past couple of months i have been having this feeling of just wanting to get away. i want to go somewhere far and sit on the beach and write. i want to go away not just physically but like spiritually (?). I want to step out of my body, and just watch and evaluate my life. i feel like im in limbo right now. everyone has this life their living and loving and im just here. i feel like i have no purpose, i feel like i don't know what im doing with my life. i know i know, im going to graduate soon, be a nurse, and all this stuff but honestly, i don't feel like im HERE. I'm not living life to the fullest, I'm not happy all the time, I'm just going through the motions.
I'm feeling so blah now that I've like gained 5 pounds and honestly that is a lot. It's going to take even more work now to reach my goal. Ever since I came back from home, I've seriously lost all my motivation to work out and eat healthy. I think I saw on Oprah once, that your weight has a lot to do with what you're feeling and I think I'm definitely gaining again because I've lost control and motivation. blah
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some people would also say that you gain weight when u're the happiest..maybe you just dont know u're happy.
jen! hang in there.. it'll come to you. maybe all you need is to get out of school and do what you do best and love..nursing!
you sound like you're in kentucky or something, you live next to a beach!! you are literally on a beach!!! take advantage.
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