crap!! =/

i went to pilates class at the ymca two nights ago. because i took pilates at school for the past quarter i knew the class would be a piece of cake and not so much of a challenge. for the most part i was right exceeept....... for one move. so the teacher told the class it would be a wise idea to get an extra padded mat for the next rocking exercise but, i, of course, being the "experienced" and, what i thought, more advanced pilates student thought to myself, "they're wimps, im better" and refused the extra protection. we proceeded to lie on our stomach, grab our feet, stretch upwards, and start rocking. i was swinging like a pirates boat they have at the boardwalk and nothing hurt at all. i laughed to myself and left the studio, thinking "gee pilates is NOTHING!"

little did i know......

i went to take a shower maybe like 3 hours later and i feel a pain in my lower region. i go and inspect and i freakin got bruises where my pubic bone is and on my hip bones! crap crap crap! bruises from rocking and refusing an extra mat!!!! humility i say!

waaahh!

so obvs im not the most optimistic person out there but sometimes i really have to let go and really just accept the fact that things usually work itself out. more often than not, nothing goes according to the master plan and when i think that it's getting bad, someone out there in the universe is helping me out and enforcing the notion that i am being taken care of. hopefully, im not getting too excited and just asking for my bubble to be burst, but right now i'm hopeful and that puts a smile on my face and lets me breathe a sigh of relief. for now, anyways =)

i feel like i should have some song playing in the background..hahaha

lubbers <3

obsessed...

..with ALEXA CHUNG!!!

i've read about her in like fashion blogs and in vogue before but now that she's on mtv daily, im totally obsessed!! i love love love her style. it's so quirky, fun, and unique. it's fascinating to me that people can wear clothes to express themselves and their personality. it's like art. anyways, she's my fashion inspiration for the moment!