secret confession

ok so i have to confess that i read the ny times every sunday, not for the news on it, not for news on the economy or the world, but for the wedding section!!!! ah its so bad now because seriously every sunday morning that is the first thing i do, or sometimes i check saturday night because the new ones are sometimes up. i just like reading about real couples finding love. sometimes, it gives me hope, especially when i read that they didn't meet in college, but later in life. there are stories about couples meeting on the train, at a party, people rekindling past loves. its just so so so....hopeful and it reassures me that i may have a lucky encounter with someone and that could be it!! just ONE person! its exciting! but yea, college is almost over for me and im pretty sure i wont find someone special here in the next 6 months. i hope im wrong but realistically, if nothings happened thus far, I doubt anything new will happen. so these stories give me hope that maybe when i come home, start work, start a new chapter of my life, post school, that something will be different. im hoping. =)

roomies

i miss my old roomies =( its not the same this year......

you know you're not a kid anymore when your mother calls u in tears for help, to tell you that she is depressed and you are the one she needs to talk to, now you are the one who is offering her your support and your advice. it's nice that you can be there for your mother and offer her the same comfort and strength that she offered you growing up, but at the same time, you're trying to hold back tears because having to see or hear your mother cry may possibly be the hardest thing you could ever experience

it's amazing how life works sometimes huh?